Just a thought.

Once up on a pair of stilletos a girl had a thought. Not just any thought but i thought that caused her to head home one night and blog about it. it wasnt really her own thought, rather a shakespearian quote... So that night she stalked into the house with a mission, a mission so serious she kept her heels on for added effect. Why she did this was unknown since no one was there but the cat and no one who would read this would see her stunning black heels with a slight point at the toe.

"we know what we are but we know not what we may be"

How true is that quote she thought as she read it over in her mind after she had typed it. Sighing she sat back in the chair. We know what we are. We are people. But what will each person be? We know we will grow, go to school, get a job and so .... but how will we grow? Will we be kind and generous or vicious and selfish? Will we complete school or drop out? Will we work and if so doing what. What will our lives be? It is one of those questions that we all ask ourselves but will never truely know the answer till life is gone.

Yeh dunno what that was about. I just kinda sat here and typed what came to me. Odd. Im special hey!! But once again i have been thinking about LIFE. My life - your life - every life. I was reading through my Year 7 graduation portfolio the other night and i (like my friends) had put lame crap in about where we saw ourselves in 5 - 10 years time and all that junk. The first thing i put was still be friends with my 2 of my closest friends. Not happening. Another thing was by the time I'm 20 I'm meant to be married and have a kid. Oh god if i could go back in time and slap my 12 year old self... i would. Foolish Child!! So young so naive so unrealistic. But either way it just shows how plans no matter what we think of them or when we made them change. Even after all the planning and goal setting - who knows what we will or wont be? I sure as hell dont, look how far off i was!!!

But thats the thing i am going to discuss. With this life i sometimes hate mine. But what is there to hate? I'm always looking for what is wrong with it rather than what is right. It may not be perfect or the most idealistic but its all i got so i should make the most of it. I hate wondering if im ever going to be satisfied with who i am, what i have, where i am. Some things i would love to change but not for some one elses life because all though the grass seems greener you can guarentee to someone else, what your standing on seems greener than they could even imagine.