Future calling...

No matter what you have you always want more.

Why is that?

At the moment I am trying to sort my life out. As Mark so wisely said, slow down you're only 20. Yeah ahuh so by the time I am 25 nothing would have changed, I would have missed my chance to get into the housing market, I'll still be sitting dead in my job instead of moving onto better things and then what?

I have an oppurtunity with my payrise to actually manage a little earlier what my olds had always intended - buy the unit. With him planted in the foundations of what is going to be the rest of my life i dont want to slow down. I hope he is around for awhile, but if he is just gonna show no enthusiasm for anything - wanting to wait until "we get married" and not willing to take on a mortgage yet... how long is he really going to be around for? I dont want to be pushy but the future - our future is calling. We have the chance now and I want to take it. We - together have a chance to get a house. But if he isnt willing to be a grown up on this one I will stick to my original single status year plan.

Just Me.

I will buy the unit and that in itself has 2 options. Keep mine or go for the one below subject to sale on my current one. And then later on buy a house and if he is still sitting around while I am doing all this and setting up a future and the basis which to start a family, even if I am just 20 not... good for him. But i'd rather he be doing something WITH me rather than me doing it all and he just going along for a cruisey ride while everything just happens. Arg.

Dam growing up. It was so much easier when boys still has boy germs!!