1.8.07

Love and Marriage?

I had a dream that made me feel all giddy (in a good way) and you know what, I am kinda hoping it will happen. How insane is that?

So I was in Melbourne with Mark and my olds and Shaz etc and was having a ball. It was our second last day and Mark suggested we see the sites of Melbourne by doing it on one of them hot air balloon tours. I agreed and had organised Shaz and Jace to come but at last minute they declined to due to both having a fear of heights in baskets. The hot air balloon was like a giant boat thing and there was a lovely dinner and everything - and this beautiful bottle of Merlot with a hot pink label (sooo hunting for a pink labelled red in Melbz when I get there) I woke up with a taste in my mouth like I had just had the wine and yeh. Anyways....

So we're circling around the city, the suns setting, we're just standing on the railing and when i turn around Mark drops to one knee, opens a little red box and inside is my perfect ring and he asks me to marry him. When we get back to earth everyone (even perthy friends) are there and champagne foam is going everywhere with streamers and shit and everyone is all excited and happy and did i mention the perfect ring??

I've had a few wedding themed dreams. Usually bad ones where he ruins something and I run off or something like that but this one was good and lovely and made me think... Could I really get married someday? Could he actually be my one? It was prob just a stupid dream but how romantic would it be if he did propose on our holiday to Melbourne. Having Shaz there for it would be awes!! What a holiday story for when I get back!!

But are we really ready for that? Will we ever be? Just a dream doesnt really determine all that does it? But for some crazy reason, I cant help but think how much I would just love for that to happen. *slaps self* Where is the old Jen??? Then again being engaged doesnt mean neccasarily being married straight away does it? Might talk to my Mr laters.... See his opinion on it all haha.

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